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| ALL0W ME TO EXPLAiN A BR0KEN HEART ::
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.
* A BR0KEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.
*A BR0KEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.
*A BR0KEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.
*A BR0KEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.
*A BR0KEN HEART is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.
*A BR0KEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.
*A BR0KEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."
*A BR0KEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.
*A BR0KEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on. |
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much luv
Dopey <33 |
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| I don't want someone because I'm scared for the ending.
I'm scared to fall in love again, open up completely,
& then just get shut out.
Think about it, it's not a completely irrational fear.
You give your heart away & then you just get it
back but that one little piece is always gonna be missing.
Everyone you give your heart away to
takes a little piece of it with him,
and eventually, what's left? |
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| So I love this boy. He's my world.
But he doesn't care. He's off with some other girl.
She's probably prettier than me.
She's probably nicer and smarter too.
But no matter how great she is, she'll never love him like I do.
woah! i havent updated in forever. i mostly go on myspace so yeah. add me if you want. www.myspace.com/mascara_tearsx3 i love making new friends... hehehe. but whats up? n2m here. omgsh. i jus found out that my friend adaline might die. *tear ttear*. its so sad. what ish this world coming to??? gosh... 11 deaths this past summer and now 1 more prolly. jee. when can it be my turn??? then i might not be broken....so i might as well pass soon. everyone goes someday!!!!
Heartbroken
♥ <33 Jessica <33 ♥ |
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